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守り人 / กินรี
27 April 2008 @ 02:10 am
I dunno, maybe I'm crazy... and kind of a hipster (ee gads no! a crazy hipster!) but, my friends, I must confess that... I am in love!

Since it opened, I have regularly patronized to the Blue Bottle Cafe for my latte and general bean juice needs... as many as 3-4 times a week. Also, I love the fact that I can pick up beans roasted only a day before (!!!) and bring them home to be fresh ground at my leisure, and french pressed for a full and delicious flavor. If SF has imparted any kind of strange hipster-ness upon me, it would definitely be this obsession I now have with coffee.

I must admit, though, my love had very early beginnings. At the mall near my home (the Santa Ana Main Place Mall), there was a specialty coffee shop that was long and narrow. It lead you through from the main shopping area to the food court ...almost like a secret passage! When inside, not only were you completely surrounded by delicate tea sets and fantastic colorful mugs, you were also immersed in the smell of coffee. Various roasts were stored along the walls and the smell could almost overwhelm a person. Often my dad would walk through, all too briskly, as a short cut to the food court. I would lag behind, feigning interest in a pretty cup or tea set so that I might linger within that warm comforting atmosphere.

I did not get to try coffee until I was in the 7th grade. After mass, outside under the arbor of my church, they sold coffee and donuts to fundraise for St. Columban's service organizations. Thinking coffee to be a more pure and intense form of chocolate, I had a crack addict's craving to get my hands on a cup. Obviously I now realize the cocoa bean and the coffee bean are not one and the same, but at the time I was misinformed. At 12, I had already developed a taste for extremely dark chocolate, liking to suck on small pieces of bakers chocolate when making cakes with my grandmother. So to me, coffee seemed a natural progression at the time.

I was out of the service early, as I was part of St. Vince de Paul organization and I had to be prepared to collect donations at an assigned door when mass got out. A classmate, Gloria Marufo, had slipped out on church early and was sitting by the food spread. She, an anomaly in my sheltered life, always more learned and experienced than I, sat casually by the donuts sipping a Styrofoam cup. She had informed me that, "Of course it was coffee!" and looked at me like I was such a kid (which of course I was). But I was emboldened by the casual way she sipped her drink and thought to myself, "If Gloria can handle this elicit adult's beverage, well... so can I!"

Coffee had been forbidden to me given it's high caffeine levels and the fact that I was already an extremely hyper active kid. Of course, that made the allure all the stronger. I was exhilarated when the old church lady did not stop me (I half expected her to) as I paid my dollar for a cup. I turned to the urn of coffee. Next to it sat the hot water urn that only a week prior I had been wholly content to pour from for my 75 cent Swiss Miss packet. This week, I had decided, would be different.

And it was, I immediately spat out the bitter product of what had to be week old coffee grinds left out to dry in the hot desert sun. Gloria laughed at me and pointed to the box of sugar cubes and packets of creamer. Logically you would think I would give up on something that was both vile and forbidden. Instead I became more determined, I would like this drink and train myself to enjoy it unadulterated. In the mean time, I plunked in 5 cubes and several creamers so as to make it bearable.  

And thus marked the beginning of the end. After 12 years, two barista jobs and countless dollars spent, I can only say my love of coffee has grown into... I'm not sure what haha. But yeah, the point of this post was to state I'm going to BBC for brunch with Nick, and as usual, I'm super excited about it. I wanted to go on about BBC and it $20k coffee syphon bar (from which I plan on having a pot in a couple of hours), but I guess I'll do that later when I'm much less tired and delirious from my reveries down memory lane.

 
 
Current Location: gabi is a coo-coo land
Current Music: no music atm but the smell of weleda skin food kind of pervades the apartment <3
 
 
守り人 / กินรี
28 March 2008 @ 11:01 am

Some updates b/c well... I uh, haven't been on it this week.

I kinda skipped two of my classes this week. Bad of me, I know. I was really stressed out at the beginning of the week and sometimes it takes stepping back from everything and having some "me time" to make myself more prepared for life.

I need to stop by school and do some homework in the lab, but I reeeeally want to go out and have a  picnic in the park today by myself. Maybe get a coffee... and just sit under a tree and sketch. I have not been a "from real life" type sketcher since I was a kid ...who wanted to draw everything. I really feel the desire to reconnect with that. I drew (a really crappy) rendition of the Blue Bottle Cafe the other day... was just sitting under the sun in Mint Plaza and it was very nice.

Me time included mostly little things: One was driving the long way home through the back hills. Yay for roads, tops down and sunshine ...I've lusted over being able to do such things for the three years I was car-less. Feels fucking fantastic!

I was at Blue Bottle (again) instead of one of the said classes. Sat in the sunshine, had a smooth foamy mocha and some fat slices of toast w/ strawberry preserves. Simple and delicious! Sketch turned into a fun work I'm turning in for a HW assignment.

I drove down to Stanford/Palo Alt last night with

[info]phoenixdown7. I gave her a ride back to her car (at the the train station there) and we then drove off to University Ave, got some yummy pizza and talked nerdy. LOL topics ranged from Obama to the latest Naruto manga XD I ended up staying at the Borders there until 10:30 by myself reading, it was really nice. (Again another "me" thing I need to do more often).

 


Since I've been able to spend significant time w/ significant others, I have significantly ignored a significant number of my friends. :P This started when I was 18ish... so *counts* 6 years now I've been putting them second where before they were my whole life (you know, b/c I hated school). I don't think either approach is perfect. Your time should be split a bit more evenly between work/passion, love and friends... never completely in just one direction. And well, obviously I need to work on that.

I want to make more of an effort to be here in the present with the people I like around me.. rather than focus so hard on the future that I ignore the good times I could be having.  I can't wait for Nicole returns to Berkeley this weekend so we can watch more Gankutsuou. I never really posted about it, but we reconnected before break. She had been in France for a year, though she's been back for a while now... Someone just needed to make an effort. We made a total nerd day of it ~ JUST like old times! She even had the Utena soundtracks on her ipod, so we blasted them in the car and sang a long XD More misadventures are in the works for the future.

Other local friends I should focus on a bit more: Maritess and Joy. Hm...

Side note: I've been really bad about stretching three times a day. At the time time I'm always hyper aware of how I walk and what hurts now. Gotta get back to the gym w/ Nick today. :D Seeing people run around (b/c SF is ALL about runners let me tell u >.>) still makes me feel bluh. D:

Originally posted on kinnaree.vox.com

 
 
守り人 / กินรี
25 February 2008 @ 09:47 pm

 
 
Current Location: south san francisco
Current Music: [Caroline] Where's My Love - 1. Where's My Love
 
 
 
 

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